So, after nearly a year my latest work is almost complete, there's just the little matter of a few characters to sort out (no spoilers), and the inevitable 'The End' to be written.

So what have a learnt from this writing journey then?

Quite a lot, a year is a little bit of a stretch in writing time. Most of the bulk of the chapters have been written in the past two months. Out of a thirty chapter novel, the last twelve were written in fast succession. What this tells me is that I can be, when correctly motivated, focused to achieve a lot in a short period of time. Writing in bulk also helps with my continuity and integration into character depth. Writing with long breaks or in short bursts, I have noticed that there is a tendency to waver or drift.

Working with an editor on a daily basis has been a lot of fun too. Challenging at times, but I have looked upon the opportunity as a welcomed experience and not one to be passed over in the future. It also served to drive me forwards, knowing that there was a person there, waiting for your pages, on a daily basis gave you added time pressure. It was not only a matter of time though, it felt like I was writing for them or to them, so there was the aspect of direct feedback. This stopped me from rabbit holing too much too long and we could rectify plot issues as they unfolded instead of at the end when rewriting could be more detrimental.

Have I finished yet?

No, and this is the problem. Those plots and planning steps that we all know and love. Those notes for what will come next that we have all written in margins of notebooks and new file documents. Well, let's just say that this time there has been a problem.

It's comical when I come to think about it, but here goes. I intended to end the book in a certain way, and with certain people. The problem that has come to light is this, the book had other ideas, and now I have taken the final act in an entirely different direction. The strange thing to contemplate is that they are my words, written or typed by my hand, and yet here we are in a entirely different endgame than what I first expected.

The more I read it, the more it makes logical sense, given character progression and the natural order of how things would pan out for both the reader and the storyteller. That does not quash the niggle though, that little itch that keeps telling me to go back three chapters are reworked it all to make the ending what I originally intended. Tough choices need to be made, so here we go.

I have decided to end the book as is, to let the logical choice flow and stop.

I will then do what my brain is telling me to do and go back twenty thousand words and rewrite the end game to make it what it was supposed to be. I will then let the editor or you the reader decide how you want it to end in good old fashion adventure style. The book will either be published with both endings or one, and the alternative will be on the website for you to contemplate. Let's call it my nod to the red/green books (hidden meaning).

The end is in sight, but wait, what's that red light.